I have not posted a blog in forever. It hasn’t even came across my mind to post in this blog, which is kind of funny because I was so determined to continue writing in the blog. I cannot make any promises anymore because I know for sure that I won’t write in the blog, but I guess it’s sort of nice to see what only I wrote for myself.
Well, it doesn’t seem like a lot has changed for me since the beginning of college. It seems like I was optimistic and motivated to be better as a person back in college. But I don’t truly feel like I fully understood who I was back then. Somewhere, I said I was unsatisfied where I was at. I think it was because I stayed in the same comfort zone for so long. When did I ever break out of my comfort zone in freshman year? I don’t think I did it much actually.. There really isn’t something that pops out to me that I could talk about my freshman year. But I do have a couple of stories now!
Like actually going to raves. Not like the ones on campus.. Oh silly me saying those were raves.. I’ve still as naive as I was though. LED and Life in Color were unforgettable. Maybe the next time you read this, you might have gone to EDC! This definitely isn’t something I thought I would be doing in the past.
I also got a job! A job as a computer science TA for introductory programming classes. This definitely helped my social life and happiness at college A LOT. I could go out whenever I want, and spend whatever I want. But I’ve now since learned to save! I’m trying to keep my budget above $700.
I tried and failed at rushing for a frat! I wanted SAE but doesn’t seem like they wanted me. CJ said that Alex wanted me as his little, and that my name didn’t pop up in the voting process. But I’ll stay feeling skeptical about it. But I think this really got me out of my comfort zone and I realized that I don’t have an infinite amount of time in college. I need to keep moving forward in social and academic!
Other than that, I’m really trying to be a more open person. I want to meet more people and expand my social circle. I am also working on getting out of my comfort zone, which I feel like is a very very important aspect of being in college. What other time can I do this?
Alright, before my sloppy writing gets too out of hand, I’m going to end here. Whenever I come to blog again is unknown to me, but it’ll probably be after a while, or tomorrow. Who knows?